Temple of the Dark Moon

vell, vat can i say, zis sem is very very very very very very bad. thats what i can say. due to my over loving and care for a game called dota. to the masses, maybe its a boring game. but to me it is so addictive. if my dad reads this, i am as good as stuff piglet for new year. i guess its my only salvation for all the stress, frustration and anger that i accumalate during the day when i have to swallow all the misery of others and eat the misery of my own. well, i guess that is how most chinese are brought up anyways. by misery i don mean ppl who come to me and tell me their personal problems…its something else. with a big smile i wave them all away, assuring others that it is ok. assuring myself everything will go right…assuring myself i can pull this off..i’ve done it so many times. its just another obstacle along the way..what the heck. optimism, something i have started to learn when i came to this place call UTP. something i have learned from someone in particular. always smiling and calm no matter what happens. that is what i tried to imitate. smile and tell myself its ok. making the person on the receiving end believe its ok.

but unfortunately, no matter how much i smiled, i ended up getting angry anyways. with the mountain of work i had to do and being half a perfectionist when compared to my sister, its hard to keep my head cool. its even harder to accept the reality that what i am about to pass up will be nearly rubbish. lab reports are more like photocopy versions of ancient documents. i don mind cut and pasting facts…but entire sentences? entire page??? and it took 7 hours just to right click the document and send! if that doesnt boil your blood, i don know what will. and u must be one heck of patient dude.